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那些日子,我总是在恐惧中度过。我常常想,自己快要死了。虽然死亡是迟早的事,但就我现在这个年纪,也还是早了一些。我可能患了肺癌,大概已经到了中晚期。患这样的疾病,我不能怨天尤人,责任还在自己。我是一个顽固的吸烟者,每天三包烟,几乎都是自己吸掉的。在吸烟的这个问题上,我是极度自私的。对别人发的香烟,我基本都是来者不拒,而我自己,却很少向别人敬烟。有时候竟然到了吝啬的程度,宁愿给朋友发钱,也不愿向兄弟散烟。年轻的时候,高姐曾经
Those days, I always spend in fear. I often think that I am about to die. Although death is a matter of time, but at this age, I was still a little earlier. I may have lung cancer, probably already in the late. I suffer from such diseases, I can not blame others, the responsibility is still their own. I am a stubborn smoker, three packs of cigarettes a day, almost all sucked up. On the issue of smoking, I am extremely selfish. Of the cigarettes I send to others, I basically do not refuse to come, but I myself, but rarely to others to smoke. Sometimes even to the stingy level, preferring to give money to friends, but also do not want to smoke smoke to the brothers. When young, high sister once