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没获梅花奖痛苦,获了梅花奖更痛苦。当年龄比我大的演员获奖,我自卑,当和我同龄的演员获奖,我着急,当年龄比我小的演员获奖,我崩溃了。心灵一直在受着煎熬,每当遇到获梅花奖的演员,就无地自容,总是想往墙角和光暗处躲藏,不愿意多说话,也无话可说。因为我是1971年考到哈尔滨话剧院的,已在话剧舞台上摸爬滚打二十多年,
Plum Blossom won no pain, won the plum prize more painful. When an actor older than me, I feel inferior, when the actor and my age award-winning, I worry, when the age younger actor award-winning, I collapsed. The soul has been suffering, whenever I met the Plum Blossom award-winning actor, on the ground, always want to hiding in the corner and light and dark, do not want to talk more, have nothing to say. Because I was admitted to Harbin Theater in 1971, has been playing on the stage of the play more than twenty years,