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随着全国几十家新闻媒体刊登了宣传我的纪实报道,我的名声日渐隆盛。我成了当今中国文坛一道奇特的风景,一顶“囚犯作家”的桂冠罩在了我的头上,有几分悲凉,也有几分神圣。人在窘境中苦苦挣扎的时候,想到的也许只是存活,根本就不敢奢望辉煌和成功。我被判处无期徒刑之时,而对着高墙电网,也绝不敢企盼着将来有一天,我能成为中国文坛的一颗新星。那时候,我只是想,能用一种什么样的表达方式,使自己不枉活在人世。也许就是这样的一点点可怜而又执著的追求感动了上帝,才圆了我多少年情系魂牵的一个玫瑰色的梦。把自己由囚犯成为作家的生命轨迹记录下来,虽然有一种不堪回首的痛楚,但也蕴含着一种直面人生的坦诚。
As dozens of news agencies across the country have published my documentary reports, my reputation has grown. I became a peculiar landscape in today’s Chinese literary world, a “prisoner writer ” laurel cover in my head, somewhat sad, but also somewhat divine. When people struggled in their predicaments, they may only survive but never expect brilliant and successful projects. I was sentenced to life imprisonment, but against the high wall power grid, and never dared to look forward to one day in the future, I can become a star in the Chinese literary world. At that time, I just thought, what kind of expression can be used, so that they live in life. Perhaps it is such a little bit of pathetic and persistent pursuit of moving God, just round the number of years I love the soul of a rose dream. Having recorded himself as a prisoner’s life trajectory as a writer has an unforgettable pain, but also embodies a candid attitude toward life.