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1.一个开始 1985年秋至1989年夏,我就读于北京师大中文系。这对我的一生来说,无论如何是一个特别的时期。期间,我广泛阅读诗歌作品,并尝试写作,但还没有形成自己的诗歌观念,潜意识感到自己写的诗不是自己希望的诗,曾为此焦灼、自卑。我的老师蓝棣之说:“希望女孩子都来写诗。”而我恰恰因为这一点为校园诗歌脸红,为那种女里女气的情调不自在。这就是我四年大学“秘密写作”的原
A Beginning of autumn 1985 to the summer of 1989, I studied at the Chinese Department of Beijing Normal University. This is a special period for my life anyway. During this period, I read poetry works extensively and tried to write, but I did not form my own poetic concepts. I felt subconsciously that poems I wrote were not poems of my own hope. My teacher Lan Di said: “I hope girls are all going to write poetry.” And precisely because of this, I blush on campus poetry, and I am uncomfortable with that kind of womanish feeling. This is the original “secret writing” of my four-year university