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我个人一直固执地认为好的画家一定是好的艺术家,他们的作品不仅仅有技术,更重要的是有动人心魄、充满人文精神、具有才华横溢的不凡气质。是诗人、画家、思想家、装饰美学家的混合体。但是如果作为人生的宿命,作为一个艺术家的人生,则充满了风险,他们往往是时代的先知、先驱,他们要么得到世人的认可,要么默默无闻,浪费了一生的追求和才华。他们往往又都有很重的悲剧意识和理想情结。……遇到这样的人生基因和人生宿命,实在是很难用幸运或悲催来形容。我的内心一直很纠结和抵制这样的艺术宿命。每一个人都有属于自己的人生属性,即便你不喜欢、即便是环境的改变或不断的成长,你依旧会本性难移。我的人生前50年,每到歧途迷茫之时,我总会有人一旁提醒或劝说我回到自己应该的人生。这让我有时回忆起来很是疑惑,是我的使命还是宿命?是虚妄还是虚伪。我实在是无法分辨,也无法回头再来。虽然,我的内心一直很纠结很抵制。小的时候,我学画是因为家父是一文艺工作者,他天赋极高又十分勤奋、能力极强又十分执着,我有幸继承他的一点点艺术基因。这让我一生之中始终自觉自己是一艺术之子,上学时,特别羡慕数理化成绩好的同学,自卑自己的芯片愚笨低能。可学画
Personally, I have always been stubbornly believing that good painters must be good artists. Their works are not only technologically but, more importantly, touching and full of humanistic spirit and talented and extraordinary temperament. Is a mixture of poets, painters, thinkers, decorative aesthetics. However, as a fate of life, life as an artist is full of risks. They are often the prophets and pioneers of the times. They are either recognized by the world or obscured by the unknown, wasting their life’s pursuit and talent. They often have a heavy sense of tragedy and the ideal complex. ... encounter such life genes and life fate, it is difficult to use luck or sad reminder to describe. My heart has been very tangled and boycott this fate of art. Everyone has their own life attributes, even if you do not like, even if the environment changes or continuous growth, you still will be inherently distracted. For the first 50 years of my life, I always remind or persuade me to return to what I deserved when I lose my way. This makes me sometimes recalled it is puzzled, is my mission or fate, is false or hypocritical. I really can not tell, can not look back. Although, my heart has been very tangled to resist. When I was young, I studied painting because my father was an artist. He was extremely talented and very diligent. He was very capable and persistent. I had the honor of inheriting a little of his art gene. This makes me always conscious of my life as an art child, go to school, especially envy students with good grades physique, inferior self-stupid low-energy chips. Can learn to draw