最后一个翻身仗(中篇小说)

• 作 者: 陈思安
• 出 处: 青年文学
• 发表日期: 2014年09期
• 关键词: 青年文学 社交网站 她说 无处可去 你说我 就这样 来路不明 三十岁 底朝天 我自己

我喜欢坐在车里发呆。在打着了发动机的车里,有时候可以一坐就是半个多小时甚至一两个小时。有时开着音乐,有时干脆不开,只是听着引擎嗡嗡嗡地转着。一个封闭局促的空间更容易帮助人思考。那种封闭和局促让我感觉从整个世界中隔离出来,简单地跟自己对话。当只跟自己对话的时候,显然语气和话题都可以选择自己真正关心的,而不是别人关心的。因为养成了这样的习惯,慢慢地这种发呆开始不由自主起来。当有别人坐在我

I like to sit in the car in a daze. In the engine car, sometimes you can sit for half an hour or even an hour or two. Sometimes the music is on and sometimes it’s not on, just listening to the engine buzzing around. A closed cramped space is easier for people to think. That kind of closure and cramped make me feel isolated from the world and simply talk to myself. When talking to yourself, it is clear that tone and topic can all be chosen for their own sake, not for others. Because of the development of such a habit, slowly beginning of this trance involuntarily up. When someone else is sitting on me