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那是1981年暑期,我手捧着《高中录取通知书》,非常激动。在那时,在一个偏僻的小山村,能考上高中,是莫大的荣幸。然而,还没高兴完呢,愁事来了。通知书的背面写着:“书费40元、学杂费20元、第一个月的伙食费20元。”那时还没实行生产责任制,父母在生产队起早贪黑地干活,养活一家老小还紧紧巴巴的,要拿出80块钱来,简直太难了。可是,我内一心深处却十分渴望念书,多么希望登入高中的大门哪!那里有美丽而神奇的梦,是我读初中时就日夜思念的地方。我心里非常矛盾,上学吧,家里真的拿不出这笔钱;不上学,则美梦破碎、理想幻灭,该多么残酷哇!
It was the summer of 1981, and I was very excited when I was holding “High School Admission Notice.” At that time, in a remote small village, admitted to high school, is a great honor. However, not happy yet, worry about it. The back of the notice reads: “The book costs 40 yuan, tuition and fees 20 yuan, the first month’s food costs 20 yuan.” At that time not yet implemented the system of production responsibility, parents in the production team from dawn to dusk to feed an old Little is also very tight, to come up with 80 dollars, it is simply too difficult. However, I was deeply impatient to go to school, how much I hope to log in high school doors! There are beautiful and magical dreams, when I read the thoughts of my junior high school day and night. My heart is very contradictory, go to school, the family can not really get the money; do not go to school, the dream is broken, ideal disillusionment, how cruel wow!