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试了好多次,我还是不知道该说点什么,我不大会跟人谈论小说,也非常不善于谈自己的小说。事实上,我对小说的认识十分有限,之所以坚持写下来,不得不感谢朋友们,如果不是他们的鼓励,我早就歇菜了。我多希望自己可以口若悬河地谈论小说啊,为此我强迫自己学习过理论作品,但是看过就忘。如果有人拿把枪,逼着我对小说说句有深度的话,天哪,我该怎么办?真是一点办法也没有。我写的成品小说大概有二十多万字。我很希望自己可以写得更多一点,每天晚上睡觉前,我都会有负罪感,觉得今天白过了,居然一个字都没写,我对自己说:
Tried many times, I still do not know what to say, I do not talk about the novel with the general assembly, but also very poor at talking about their own novels. In fact, my understanding of the novel is very limited. I insisted on writing down and had to thank my friends. If it was not for their encouragement, I would have stopped. I wish I could eloquently talk about fiction ah, for which I forced myself to study the theoretical work, but read forgotten. If someone takes the gun, forcing me to say something deep about the novel, God, what can I do? Really nothing. I wrote a finished novel about more than two hundred thousand words. I very much hope that I can write a little more, every night before going to bed, I will feel guilty, I feel white today, I did not even write a word, I said to myself: