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听歌对我而言是一种私人方式,它就像一种缓慢理疗,止住疼痛和迷惘的蔓延。高中有一段时间,特别痴迷于那些让人听到痛的歌。只是挺奇怪,那时候都不太在意歌词,也不会费尽心思去揣摩它是情歌还是丧礼曲,只觉得曲子挺悲伤的就行。作为一个从小生活就不太着调(这叫文艺?)的女生,又怎么能指望她长成一个阳光灿烂的姑娘呢?我总觉得自己需要悲伤的力量来支撑继续活下去,那些强悍的负面情绪,如果不发泄出来,那么必定会将自己毁灭。但是又没有倾诉的能力和欲望,所以听歌,然后在灵魂的废墟上,
Listening to songs is a private way for me, it’s like a slow physical therapy to stop the spread of pain and confusion. High school for a period of time, especially obsessed with those people hear the pain song. Just very strange, at that time do not care too much about the lyrics, do not try to figure out whether it is love song or funeral music, only to find that song quite sad on the line. As a girl from a young life is not too tonal (literary?), How can we expect her to grow into a sunny girl? I always feel that they need the power of sadness to continue to survive, those tough negative Emotions, if you do not vent it, will surely destroy yourselves. But without the ability and desire to talk, so listen to songs, and then in the ruins of the soul,