最后一封情书

• 作 者: 张滢莹
• 出 处: 情感读本
• 发表日期: 2015年21期
• 关键词: 活着 抱抱 我自己 她说 初恋情人 触景伤怀 这样看来 蝇头小楷 公相 爱恨情仇

待到真正老态龙钟的那天,我又去哪里寻这样一桩未了的心事,找个地方大哭一场呢?每次去看她,她总是若无其事地三两句把话题扯向生老病死,说着“我是看不到你结婚咯”之类的泄气话。虽然每次对话里的宾语经常会略微改变(孙辈的学业、工作、婚事和育子),在一桩心愿实现后便转移向下一桩,她却一直笑眯眯地,好好地活着。前阵子还没回暖时去看她,她穿着条厚毛裤来开门,说有些感冒,还没起床,我就把她赶回床上,坐在被窝里和她聊天,顺手把她干枯

When I was in a really old age, where did I go looking for such an unfulfilled moment and crying for a place? Every time I went to see her, she always said nothing but her illness and death to her, saying With “I do not see you married slightly ” kind of discouraging words. Although the subjects in each conversation often change slightly (grandchildren’s studies, work, marriage, and childbirth), she shifts to the next pile as soon as her wish comes true, and she has been smiling and living well. She had not seen a while back before going to see her, she was wearing a pair of thick pants to open the door, saying that some flu, not wake up, I put her back to bed, sat in the bed and chat with her, and smoothly her dry