灯下独语

• 作 者: 董继宁
• 出 处: 国画家
• 发表日期: 2003年02期
• 关键词: 碎骨块 少年时代 独语 中国水墨画 运动感 画面结构 创作过程 智性 有志者 具象

少年时代的一天,我随父、母将奶奶的骨灰盒送回老家安葬,父亲启开盒盖,里面全是块状的碎片与粉末。我怎么也无法将自己脑际中的奶奶的血肉之躯与眼前这杂碎骨块连在一起,直到如今仍然如此。可那的确是奶奶,是一个活的生命的另一形式的存在。那一次的经历对我整个心灵的撞击太大了、太深了。从此便与“命运”这样大的命题纠缠在一起。自那以后的全部岁月,只不过是一个“愈陷愈深的过程而己……”

One day in my youth, my father and mother returned my grandmother’s coffin to her home. My father opened the lid and filled with lumps and powder. How could I not be able to connect my grandmother’s flesh and blood in front of me with the broken bones of my eyes until now? But it is indeed grandmother, is another form of living existence. The experience of that time hit my whole heart too much and too deep. From then on and the “destiny” such a big issue entangled together. All the years since then have been nothing more than a “deeper and deeper process ...”