风流者张贤亮——他将杂沓人声留在身后,张先生,走好

• 作 者: 闫红
• 出 处: 美文(上半月)
• 发表日期: 2014年11期
• 关键词: 张贤亮 文学期刊 嗡嗡声 我自己 起伏不定 救赎者 寻根文学 鲁彦周 灵与肉 郭靖

我不记得那时我多大,只记得当时我家的杂志都堆在我爸妈的床底下。我爸妈订了很多文学期刊,他们不在家的时候,我就一本本地拖出来看。有一次,我翻到一篇名叫《绿化树》的小说。那个小说很长,我爸妈下班时我还没看完,这次我没像平时那样放回床底下,而是藏进了我自己的书包。等我爸妈睡着了,我又取出来看,夜深人静,周遭寂然,只有日光灯发出细微的嗡嗡声,如诗里形容的那样“漂白了四壁”。整个世界变成起伏不定的汪洋

I do not remember how old I was then, just remember my family magazine was piled under the bed of my parents. My parents set a lot of literary journals, when they were not at home, I dragged out a local look. Once, I turned to a novel called “Green Tree.” That novel is very long, I have not finished reading my parents off work, this time I did not like the usual back into bed, but hid my own school bag. Waiting for my parents to fall asleep, I took it out again, the dead of night, the silence around me, only the subtle buzz of the fluorescent light, “bleached four walls” as the poem described. The whole world has become a sea of ​​ups and downs