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香港影星张国荣在自杀之前拍过的最后一部电影叫做《异度空间》。在影片中,他饰演了一位患有精神分裂症的男人:白天,他和普通人一样,认真上班和工作;晚上,他在梦游中变成另一个人,也就是潜意识当中的自己,因为许多年前的一段情感纠结而始终活在恐惧与痛苦之中。可能讲这样一部电影有些跑题了,我只不过是想说明,身为个体的人,是可以分为现实当中的自我和潜意识当中的自我的。而这样的一种情况,反映到写作当中,就是许许多多复杂并且深刻的心灵对话。接下来的两篇文章就是这种对话的代表作。作者都不约而同地将自己的内心分为两个角色,一个在现实的沉重当中默默忍受,一个却在假想的世界里无奈地徘徊。这样的对话其实很重要,因为只有潜意识当中的自己,才会在你最麻木最疲惫的时候,告诉你不要放弃理想,告诉你什么才是你最想要的。
The last film that Hong Kong movie star Leslie Cheung filmed before he committed suicide is called “Absolute Space.” In the film, he plays a man suffering from schizophrenia: during the day, he and other common people, earnestly go to work and work; at night, he becomes another person in sleepwalking, which is the subconscious himself, because Many years ago a period of emotional tangling and always lived in fear and pain. It may be that such a movie is off topic. I just want to show that individuals who are individuals can be divided into real self and subconscious self. And such a situation, reflected in writing, is a lot of complex and profound spiritual dialogue. The next two articles are representative of this dialogue. Invariably, the author divides his inner heart into two roles. One is silently tolerated in the midst of reality, while the other one is helpless in the imaginary world. This kind of dialogue is actually very important, because only the subconscious mind will tell you not to give up the ideal and tell you what you want most when you are most numb.