生活比小说还痛

• 作 者: 小山
• 出 处: 少年文艺(上旬版)
• 发表日期: 2013年03期
• 关键词: 国际学术研讨会 小说 学生自杀 事件 女性文学 母亲 故事 作品 作家 专家 中国 叙述 使命 伤害 母爱 美国 冬天 春天 创作

有的作品撞到了自己笔下,不得不写出来。我的这篇小说,就属于这样的创作。那年春天,我回老家,母亲给我讲了这个故事:一个小学生自杀了,是由于她妈妈说了一句发狠的话。母亲叙述了整个事件的经过,我听了很难过,把这个故事存放心里。当时,也没想写成小说。接下来的那年冬天,我参加中国女性文学第十届国际学术研讨会,会上听到美国一个专家的发言,谈到不恰当的母爱怎样伤害儿女,勾起我对老家那个自杀学生的回忆。那天我决定把这个真实事件写成小说,给世人看看。

Some works hit their own pen, had to write it down. My novel belongs to this kind of creation. That spring, I went back to my hometown and my mother told me the story: a pupil committed suicide because her mother said something fatal. Mother described the whole incident, I was sad, put this story in my heart. At that time, did not want to write a novel. The following winter, I attended the Tenth International Symposium on Chinese Women’s Literature. At the meeting, I heard an expert from the United States talk about how inappropriate maternal love hurt children and brought back memories of my suicide student at home . That day I decided to write this real story as a novel to the world.