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我作为一个坚定的无神论者,在他离去的那一刻突然真切地希望,另一个世界是存在的,灵魂是永生的。我不善于亦不喜于在公众面前诉说什么,他应该也是这样的吧,一生未见张扬。然而四月初开的樱花又一次唤醒了心底对于他的强烈感情,似乎只有诉诸纸笔才能使他再次站立于我的面前,露出世界上最和蔼的笑。四年来,有关于缅怀或者思念姥爷的文字,我这个孙女——是的,我不喜欢“外孙女”这个称谓,显得很生疏很隔阂,已经写下不少。现在不想再书写文学味道极强的悼文,更想去记录探究一位老人对我的影响以及他生命末尾的点滴。
As a firm atheist, I suddenly and truly hope at the moment of his departure that another world exists and that the soul is eternal. I am not good or do not like to tell what is in front of the public, he should do the same, never seen publicity in life. However, in early April, the cherry blossoms once again aroused the strong feelings of his heart, it seems that only resorted to pen and paper to make him stand in front of me once again, exposing the world's most amiable laughter. In the past four years, my granddaughter, the one who remembers or misses my grandpa, is - I do not like the title of “granddaughter”. She seems very strange and has written a lot. Now I do not want to write anything more than memento of great literary taste. I even wanted to record the impact of an old man on me and the end of his life.