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报纸上是禁止报导自杀消息的。但是,我这里却谈到关于我是怎样自杀的事情;我想,在获悉象我这样微不足道的人自杀未遂的消息时,以观点严肃著称的政府当局,也许是会感到喜出望外的。就在不久以前,我患了自杀狂症。在我的脑子里始终摆脱不掉一个念头:就是要尽快地离开这个世界。我这是有生以来头一次干这种勾当。“唉,我这个苦命的人哪!”我对自己这么说:“究竟怎么个死法呢?是用手枪呢?还是用匕首?……”死,归终是个死。可是,我是崇拜古风的;于是,我决定要服毒而死。
Newspapers prohibit suicide messages. However, I am going to talk about how I committed suicide. I think it may be overjoyed for government authorities with serious perspectives to learn about the attempted suicide of insignificants such as myself. Not long ago, I was suicidal. In my mind always get rid of one idea: that is, to leave the world as soon as possible. This is the first time I have ever done such a thing in my life. “Oh, my bitter man!” I said to myself: “How do you die? Are you using a pistol or a dagger?” "Death is a dead end. However, I worship the antiquity; therefore, I decided to take poison and die.