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我条件反射一般,迅速抽回自己的手,羞愧得就像干了一件很尴尬的事。后来我知道,那种感受叫卑微,并且它将附加在我的身上很长很长时间。今年的夏天暴雨很多,就像是有人要将压抑已久的情绪一次倾倒,不留任何余地。我坐在自己房间的铝合金窗前,没有关窗,所以冰凉而又有力的雨滴斜斜地打到我的头发上、脸上,和紧紧握着一张毕业照的手上。原以为雨中的世界会是意想的诗意,但窗外楼下嘈杂的菜市场及满地的菜叶提醒我说是我想多了。其实我想多的事何止一件。对吗,林依?说实在话,我从小到大都是一个相信着“知识改变命运”的人。不知道是因为父母的灌输还是不富裕的家庭环境的暗示,我一直都是一个少言寡语的男生,就只会念书写作业。除了帮父母做家务和
I conditioned reflex, quickly withdraw their own hands, shame was like doing a very embarrassing thing. Later I knew that feeling was humble, and it was attached to me for a long, long time. This summer's heavy rains in the summer are like someone trying to dump the pent-up sentiment once and for all. I was sitting in front of the aluminum window in my room and did not close the window, so cold and powerful raindrops hit my hair, my face, and my graduation photo. I thought the world in the rain would be a poetic idea, but the noisy vegetable market downstairs and the leaves on the ground reminded me that I wanted more. In fact, I would like more than one thing. Right, according to Lin? To tell the truth, I grew up to be a person who believes “knowledge changes destiny.” I do not know the implication of being instilled in my parents or not in a wealthy family environment. I have always been a silent boy and I only read and write assignments. In addition to help parents do housework and