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散文家周晓枫说,我们每一个人都背负着越来越重的时光。疲惫也是一种资本吧,至少,它囊括了你为既往生活所支付的体能。或者沉重,或者虚无。背负的时候,心怀隐忧,担心自己被过程消耗,无法体验储藏到最后才能享用的自由。卸下的时候,亦疑虑,稍不小心,自己就滑陷到那种由虚无感构成的黑洞里——所以需要大声说话,需要偶尔的张狂。背负就像扛一箱瓷砖徒步上没有电梯的顶楼,要一步一步走,要一滴一滴地出汗,要一声一声地大口换气。扛完一箱又是一箱,总要
Zhou Xiaofeng, an essayist, said that each of us is carrying heavier and heavier time. Tiredness is also a form of capital, at least, it encompasses the physical energy you pay for your past lives. Or heavy, or nothingness. When carrying, worry about worry, worry about being consumed by the process, unable to experience the freedom of storage until the last to enjoy. When dismounted, I was also bewildered by the slightest carelessness that I slipped into the black hole of nihility - so I needed to speak loudly and occasionally insolence. Carrying a box of ceramic tile carrying a lift on the walk there is no lift attic, to go step by step, to sweat drop by drop, to soon as big breath. After carrying a box is a box, always want