异数

• 作 者: 雪小禅
• 出 处: 课外阅读
• 发表日期: 2012年01期
• 关键词: 爱德华八世 五彩斑斓 圣王 程乃珊 社会隔绝 自闭症 入山 卡夫卡 黑眼圈 仓央嘉措

那天,她和我安静地躺在床上聊天。她说,我是一个异数。我说,我也是。她说,异数就是独自。我重复着,并且加重着:很独自。不是吗?在小时候,她总是和别人玩不到一块儿,一个人背着书包走在回家的路上,她学习不好,她沉默寡言,她没有漂亮的新裙子,因为长得难看,大合唱是独自坐在班级的凳子上,孤单地看同学们上台。那时,她说,我想死的心都有了……

That day, she and I quietly chatting in bed. She said, I am a different number. I said, me too. She said that algebra is alone. I repeat, and aggravate: Alone. When I was young, she was always playing with others, walking alone with her schoolbag on the way home. She did not study well, she was quiet, she did not have a pretty new skirt, because she looked ugly and had a chorus Is sitting alone on the class stool, alone to see the students came to power. At that time, she said, I want to have a dead heart ...