无言的灰色

• 作 者: 张立农
• 出 处: 美术观察
• 发表日期: 2003年03期
• 关键词: 职业 画室 大门

画画是我的职业,更是我每天的生活。每当推开画室的大门,看到昨天还有前些日子的画,心里就有一种难以言表的踏实感。 外面的事物越来越繁杂,街面上的色彩越来越丰富,可不知什么时候,自己越来越喜欢灰色。也许是它的寂静、舒缓,也许是它的沉着和含蓄让我体悟到了一种前所未有的心境。这是一种悠悠的灰色,一种无言表达的灰色。有时能看到、听到甚至每天能体悟到,它让人感到无奈,又有些淡淡的诙谐,不知是否还有些苦涩。我努力想说清楚这些感悟,可的确很难,所以画了这几幅画,心里就又变得踏实。哎！画画,每天的日子。

Painting is my job, it is my daily life. Whenever you open the door of the studio to see yesterday there are paintings a few days ago, my heart there is an unspeakable sense of practicality. Things outside more and more complex, more and more rich colors on the street, I do not know when, I like more and more like gray. Perhaps it is quiet, soothing, perhaps it is calm and subtle, let me realize an unprecedented state of mind. This is a long gray, a gray expression without words. Sometimes you can see, hear and even realize that every day, it makes people feel helpless, but also a touch of humor, I do not know whether there is still some bitter. I tried hard to make clear that these sentiments can indeed very difficult, so drew these paintings, my heart has become steadfast. Hey! Painting, everyday day.