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我觉得自己似乎是有些老了。生活中越来越多地遇到一些事情,突然把往事如丝如缕般揪扯出来。揪扯的结果,使我总是陷入内疚之中。我知道,这就是老之将至的迹象。此前我真的很少有这种感觉,用歌德的话来说,那时是“活得匆忙,来不及思索”的年华,而现在,活得固然依然匆忙,情感的激流却常常因回忆而翻卷起来。比如某日忽然听闻浩然同志的身体欠安,我的心里就难过了好一阵儿。为浩然,也为自己。我想起自己发表的第一首诗歌,如何被浩然介绍给了
I think I seem to be a bit old. Something more and more has come to my life, suddenly pulling out the past like a thread. As a result of pulling, I always fall into guilt. I know, this is the sign of the approaching. I had seldom had this feeling until now, and in Goethe’s words was the age of “living in a hurry, too late to contemplate.” Now that life is still in a hurry, the torrent of emotion is often reminiscent of memories Roll up. For example, one day I suddenly heard Comrade Hao Ran’s poor health, my heart was sad for a while. For awe-inspiring, also for myself. I think of my first published poetry, how Hao was introduced to the