我是你的幺儿

• 作 者: 梁平
• 出 处: 北京文学(精彩阅读)
• 发表日期: 2016年08期
• 关键词: 母亲会 白头发 我的母亲 小伙伴 一只手 问过 不知道 我们俩 声地 亘古不变

我无数次在夜深人静的时候,突然想母亲了。从床上爬起来,想给母亲写信,写下自己一直想写的文字。而每次坐在电脑前,总是呆呆地坐着,一个字也写不出来。难以置信的是,这样的情形孜孜不倦地重演,从我18岁离开母亲,到广阔天地接受贫下中农再教育到现在,尤其是在最近,从镜子里发现自己已经花白头发以后,思念愈发深重,想母亲会想得心很疼,那种疼不可名状,不能自已。

Countless times in the dead of night, suddenly want to mother. Get up from bed, want to write to his mother, write down the text he always wanted to write. Every time sitting in front of the computer, always sitting and sitting, a word can not be written. Incredibly, this kind of situation tirelessly repeats itself. When I was 18 years old, I left my mother and accepted a re-education from the poor and middle peasants in a vast territory. Nowadays, especially when I find myself in the mirror that I have had gray hair, I miss more and more. My mother would like to feel very painful, the kind of pain indescribable, can not own.