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一灵魂复苏回忆我怎么进了鲁艺,又怎么用心不专,一事无成,恍如一场大梦。那正是我伤恸欲绝的时候。我初婚的妻子离我走了,我们过去是在艰难困苦的旅途中相识,在那个被压抑得喘不过气的社会里相濡以沫,并毅然一同投奔延安的。但是从陕北公学结业以后,她回到南方去了。我去车站送她回来,孑然一身,忧思郁结。每天向晚,独自在月光下的延河边徘徊,曾经使我振奋的激越歌声,新鲜的人生知识,清贫自励的延安生活,于我都无关紧要了。同学们的关怀,朋友们的劝慰,都不能使我寂灭的心复活起来。漠漠宝塔山,悠悠延河水,
Recovery of a soul memories of how I got into the Lu Yi, how attentively, nothing, like a big dream. That is exactly when I was hurt. My first wife’s wife left me. We used to be acquainted with each other in a difficult and painful journey. We were deeply touched by the pent-up society and decided to join Yan’an together. However, after graduating from northern Shaanxi Public School, she went back to the south. I went to the station to send her back, solitude, sad depression. It does not matter to me every night and alone wandering through the Yan River in the moonlight. The agitation, fresh life knowledge, and poverty-stricken Yan’an life once made me excited. The care of my classmates, the comfort of my friends, can not revive my dead heart. Indifferent Pagoda Hill, Long Yan River water,