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忽然有一天,她发现他在她内心的完美,原来只是她为自己编造的爱情童话,美好的男子并不只有他一个,还有很多。只是一直地,她的内心被爱的荒草遮蔽了。她也一直以为那些荒草会长到地老天荒,可是拔去它们,不过用了一年的时间。冗长的时间,她陷在对一个男子爱的痴迷中不能自拔。从20岁,到26岁……那是她心中无比完美的男子,英俊、儒雅、深沉、善良、勇敢……却只可惜,她对他的爱是见不得光的。他有婚姻,有一双龙凤胎的可爱儿女。他们的感情,事实上不过是所有婚外情中平常的一例,不管她多么爱他,都注定了不可能有结局。这一点,在最初他已经明白地告诉了她。起初,她是甘愿的,像无数为爱不顾一切的女子一样,她不在乎结局,不在乎名分甚至不在乎形式,她只要爱他,用她的方式。
Suddenly one day, she found he was perfect in her heart, the original just for her love fairy tale, beautiful man is not the only one, there are many. Only constantly, her heart was covered by the love of the weeds. She also always thought that those weeds grassland to the end, but unplug them, but spent a year. Long time, she was stuck in a man’s love obsession can not extricate themselves. From 20 years old to 26 years old ... That is the perfect man in her heart, handsome, refined, deep, kind, courageous ... but regrettably, her love for him can not be seen. He has a marriage, a lovely child with twins. Their feelings are, in fact, nothing but ordinary examples of all extramarital affairs. No matter how much she loves him, she is doomed to have no end. This, at first, he had clearly told her. At first, she was willing, like countless love for desperate woman, she does not care about the outcome, regardless of the celebrity does not even care about the form, she only loved him, in her way.