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马老师: 您好!我是一名高中男孩,从初中开始了手淫,每次都伴随和异性在一起的幻想。因此本来可以考入重点高中的我,是父母砸锅卖铁让我上了自费高中。我怕将来会影响生育能力,我感到非常自卑,和同龄人相比我是多么可耻下流!看到了您的书,解除了手淫给我带来的不必要的压力。但是我还有更大的困惑。从初二开始,我就对那些很有风度有才华的中年男子有一种特殊的迷恋和爱慕。每次看到那些有风度有才能的中年男教师,我就忍不住多看几眼。特别对校长,不论是工作作风方面还是平和待人方面,更有一种特殊的爱慕,以至于我恨不得做他儿子。我长期做着这样的梦,就连晚上睡觉白天上课,脑子里都在幻想着他如何与我赤身裸体的接触……进入高中后,我又看到了如同初中校长那样的中年男教师,又会忍不住多看两眼,脑子里又会出现那些违反伦理道德的恶心的幻想。有时候在街上看到了那些40岁以上的有风度的男子,同样会那样幻想。这样奇怪的心态影响着我的学习,让我压力很大。我知道世人会认为我是同性恋,更何况我是那样特殊,也许世上找不出第二个我这样的怪病了。我真想改掉这个毛病,鼓足了勇气向您诉说困扰我多年的心痛,求您把我从“死水”中解救出来!苦恼的男孩吕和有
Mr. Ma: Hello! I am a high school boy, started masturbation from junior high school, each time with the opposite sex together with the illusion. So I could have admitted to the key high school, my parents Zaguomaitie let me go to high school at their own expense. I’m afraid it will affect fertility in the future, I feel very inferior, compared with my peers how shameless I saw your book, lifting the unwanted pressure brought by masturbation. But I still have more confusion. From the second day, I have a special fascination and admiration for those very talented middle-aged men. Every time I see those talented middle-aged male teachers, I can not help but glance. Especially for the principal, both in terms of work style and treat others, there is a special kind of love, that I can not wait to be his son. I have long been doing such a dream, and even sleeping at night to go to class, my mind is fantasizing how he and I naked contact ... ... After entering high school, I saw again as middle school middle school male teacher, and Can not help but look at the two eyes, there will be those who violate the illusion of ethics and nausea. Sometimes in the street saw those 40-year-old man of grace, the same will be that fantasy. This strange attitude affects my study, let me a lot of pressure. I know the world will think I am gay, not to mention I am so special, perhaps the world can not find a second such a strange disease. I really want to get rid of this problem, summon the courage to tell you the heartache bothering me for many years, ask you to rescue me from “stagnant water”! Distressed boy Lu and have