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我并不常常会想到我的祖母,祖母并不常常进入我的脑袋与梦境之中。这一点,我与我的哥哥姐姐截然不同。祖母是我哥哥姐姐的集体记忆,在他们俩的口里和心里,祖母比母亲更重要,他们俩能因回忆童年而勾起对祖母的千般回忆,万般眷恋,相互交换着祖母在不同时间,不同地点里的梦境里出现的模样与表情,在一起唏嘘不已,每当这时,我就成了一个外人,坐在一边沉默地听,什么话也接不上。祖母和我相处的时间寥寥,她不了解我,犹如我同样地不了解她。我的人生大事,祖母未曾参与,祖母的所思所想,我知之不多。我们俩在本质上,
I do not often think of my grandmother, my grandmother does not always enter my head and dreams. This point, I and my brother and sister are totally different. Grandmother is the collective memory of my brother and sister, both in their mouth and heart, the grandmother is more important than the mother, both of them can recall memories of childhood grandmother memories, all attachments, exchanged with her grandmother at different times , The appearances and expressions that appeared in the dreams in different places were marveling together. Whenever this time, I became an outsider, sitting silently listening and saying nothing. She spent little time with me and she did not understand me as though I did not know her equally. My life event, grandmother did not participate, my grandmother thought, I know little. In essence, the two of us