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真正令人恐惧的,不只是生病本身带来的不适,更是那种独在异乡的致命的孤独感,平日里蛰伏不见,病痛来临时,就像一只只压抑已久的小虫子,蚀骨挠心。我从小身体不好,体弱多病,据我妈说,是因为出生八天时罹患的那场新生儿肺炎,几乎要了我的命。她总说,我是一个从鬼门关上抢下来的孩子,所以在成长的道路上磕磕绊绊,没少受苦。那些大病小灾,我多半已经不记得了。只是幼儿时期的照片上,头上总是会鼓出一块块青紫色的包,有时还挂着触目惊心的血渣渣。我妈说,因为我儿时好动,输液时总是跑针,
The really frightening thing is not only the discomfort caused by the sickness itself, but also the deadly loneliness of being alone in a foreign land. When the pain comes, it is like an insect that has only been suppressed for a long time. Bone bending heart. When I was a young man, I was in poor health and infirmity. According to my mom, it was because of the newborn pneumonia that I suffered from when I was eight days old. It almost cost me my life. She always said that I was a kid who had been snatched from the gate of the hell, so I was stumbling along the path of growth and I did not suffer much. Those catastrophic, I mostly do not remember. Just pictures of early childhood, the head will always bully a piece of purple bag, and sometimes hung with horrified blood residue. My mom said, because I am a childish and motivated, always running needle during infusion,