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杂志转载小报消息,说四川一位养狗专业户,从小狗崽子出生时起,便用一根细铁丝勒住它的脖子,等半吊大时每天再抽上十几只耳光。这样坚持下去一直到小狗成年,不值钱的土狗就变成值钱的沙皮狗了。这篇报导似乎在说明一个道理,就是说再没出息的物种只要苦吃足了,罪受够了,最后都会获得意外回报。犹如蚌痛极则怀珠,如果不用沙粒去折磨蚌,它是不会献给你一粒大珍珠的。如果不自谦地以蚌痛而怀珠的比喻来说明写作,写作的苦涩就是长久的,一本书出来,喜悦不过是一瞬,是所有苦涩的结果,而结果就意味着过去。书在我眼里一直很神圣,以至我不知不觉中把写书当成了一个生活目标。这种可笑的念头起自何时现在记不清了,总之我知道这个念头围绕了我许多年,直到今天我实现了在别人看来是渺小的,在我看来却是很大的愿望。我终于
Magazines reprinted tabloid news, said a professional dog-raising in Sichuan, from the time of the puppy was born, they use a fine iron wire to hold it’s neck, and so on every half-hanging big pumping more than a dozen slap every day. This persevered until the puppy adult, worthless soil dog into a Shar Pei dog. This report seems to be telling the truth that no good thing enough to eat enough, sin enough, the final will be unexpectedly rewarded. As if the clam painstakingly beads, if you do not use sand to torture mussels, it will not give you a big pearl. If you are not modestly trying to explain writing in the metaphor of clam pain and beaded, the bitterness of writing is long-lasting. A book comes out, but happiness is but an instant, a result of all bitterness, and the result means the past. The book has always been sacred to my eyes, and I literally made writing a living goal. This ridiculous thought from now when I can not remember, in short, I know this idea has surrounded me for many years, until today I realized that others seem insignificant, in my opinion it is a great wish. Finally I