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珠宝从她两眼滚落,她看到了上帝。不,等等,抱歉。她看到的那是苏联的核弹,史上威力最大的爆炸,1961年在北冰洋上空引爆,资料保存于当时用于制造它的电脑中,5800万吨当量——把这些数字加起来正好得到13。这次爆炸的力量足使地球上所有的人在其巨大的闪光中变成骷髅——白骨,白骨,洗衣的女人们这样唱道。修女开始感觉到许多阴影从中心事件的恐惧中蔓延开来。感受到那些互相交叉的系统如何协助将我们分开,让我们内心的话语变得含糊、空虚、顺从、软弱,让我们任人摆布,甘受征服——容易退却,信仰摇摆。
Jewelery rolled down from her eyes and she saw God. No, wait, sorry. What she saw was the Soviet bomb, the most powerful explosion in its history, detonated over the Arctic in 1961, and the data was kept in the then computer used to make it, at 58 million tonnes-adding exactly to 13. The power of the explosion was enough for all the people on earth to become skulls in their gigantic flashes - women of white bones, bones, and laundresses. Nun began to feel many shadows from the fear of central events spread. Feel the ways in which these intersecting systems help to separate us, to make our inner words vague, emptiness, obedience, weakness, let us be dominated by others, conquered - easily retreated, our faith swaying.