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作家老鬼(马波)最近写了一篇回忆他的父亲马建民的文章。在这篇回忆里,他对父亲的直接感性意识是很差的,几乎就是无感。原因也不复杂。父亲在他心里如同一枚暴君,对家人,对子女,很是无情。父亲对他,让他感觉如同仇人,非打即骂,所标榜的是不娇惯子女。骂之狠,打之痛,让老鬼怀疑这到底是不是自己的亲生父亲。所以,直到父亲离世,老鬼对父亲的感觉是疏远,如果不说是仇恨的话。但是在父亲离世后,他去了解父亲的历史,居然发现父亲马建民还有另外的一面。在抗日战争时期,混进革命队伍的一个坏分子,企图拉着队
The writer Laogui (Ma Bo) recently wrote an article recalling his father Ma Jianmin. In this recollection, his direct sensitivities to his father are poor, almost infallible. The reason is not complicated. Father in his heart like a tyrant, family, children, it is ruthless. His father to him, let him feel like an enemy, non-fight or curse, advertised is not spoiled children. Scolded ruthless, hit the pain, let the old ghost suspect that in the end is not his own biological father. So, until his father passed away, the old ghost felt estranged from his father if he did not say it was hatred. However, after his father passed away, he learned about his father’s history and found that his father, Ma Jianmin, had another aspect. During the War of Resistance Against Japanese Aggression, a bad element who got into the revolutionary ranks tried to pull the team