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曾经的北京,有我最深的迷茫。那一年,我辞去了教师的工作,带着想当导演的梦想孤身来到传说中的首都。当时我27岁,理应娶妻生子,拥有一份岁月静好的生活,却一转身,告别了这样的安稳。与大部分的北漂一样,我住地下室,不出三个月便身无分文,只能靠打些零工来维持生计。但是,我每天都会去电影学院做旁听生,然后和一群同我一样攥着导演梦的哥们儿一起侃大山,把未来吹得天花乱坠,侃完再踩着冰冷的夜色往出租屋赶,感受骨感得硌人的现实。母亲病危的电报发至北京我的一个老乡那里。
Once Beijing, I have the deepest confusion. That year, I quit my teacher’s job and came to the legendary capital with my dream of becoming a director. At the age of 27, I was supposed to marry a wife and have a quiet life. However, I turned around and said goodbye to such stability. Like most of the North Piao, I lived in the basement and lived in penniless for three months without any money. However, every day I went to film academy to attend students, and then with a group of like me, clutching the director’s dream buddies laugh together, blowing the future superfluous, kanked and then walk on the cold night rush to the rental house, feel the bones To get rid of people’s reality. Mother’s telegram sent to my hometown in Beijing.